A curious longing
To be let out, released
To be able to breathe
To disperse with the wind of disentanglement
A curious longing
To be let out, released
To be able to breathe
To disperse with the wind of disentanglement
Reminiscing about the days gone by
We look back to see
How the ‘what if’s’ and ‘what next’
Have become the ‘today’ we know
What destiny has in store for us
The paths we have to travel by
The unknown that is now familiar
How the remnants of the memories
Have found their place in the depths of the soul
Fleeing from ego – self
I wander, going deeper
All the while
Barely holding hands with reality
And two inches
Above my head,
she still hovers…
unable to leave
This fate of mine
Firm thoughts invade my head. Of taking control of what seems to be a spiraling life. Intentions of making a walk-chart and then the absolute willpower to start it. If not, what else can do the trick. The seeping lethargy that has taken over mind and body has to be lifted. Not enough to finish the mundane chores and call it quits. Not enough to peel, scrub, chop, wash, sauté and cook. Not enough to clean and re-clean. More is needed, more to be done and more for later. Sighs over a cuppa. The afternoon has gone by and the rest are to their own. Keep going…you tell your mind. I will still get ya….your mind replies. Ignorance is the best defense. You are in control of your mind and no!!!! your mind cannot kill you. Unless you let it…whispering into your senses, subtly and slowly. Caressing your nerve cells into a feeling of apathy. Numbing your gray cells into ennui. You can feel it in the very blood stream. But resolve will suck you right out of there into a gushing spring of well-being. Giving you the power to overpower. And give back to you what rightly belongs.
Running in slow motion
The voices pause
Trying to catch their breath
Look
The purposeful stride
Gets you everywhere
From Point A and Point B
To all the minors in between
To dream
Sweet dreams
To smile
Untroubled smiles
To think
Wonderful thoughts
To feel
…and your exploding senses
to want
bittersweet memories
To love
Glorious life
It’s easy to be complacent
And go with the flow…
But there’s a certain sense of achievement
That you experience
When you break the mould.
Be daring
Be different
Go beyond the realms of vision